Baby Bump Update & a NAME!!!

We finally came up with the perfect name for our little guy.  
Beckham Andrew. His initials will spell “BAM” which wasn’t intentional, but very fitting if any of you know Landon’s personality.  We love it and think it fits our family just right!  I can’t wait to see what he will look like!  We had our major ultrasound at 22 weeks.  We saw all his little fingers and toes.  Everything looked great, and he is even measuring a week (his head TWO!) ahead of schedule.  I’m thankful for a healthy baby and a very active companion.  During the ultrasound we thought he looked just like Lily!
Here’s Lily on the left at 21 weeks.  Beckham on the right at 22 weeks.  I just love technology!

I’ve been really praying and researching VBAC options.  I have a great doctor who is also a great surgeon, and I was able to recover from my C-Section fairly quickly than I expected (even without pain meds). With three girls and a baby, I really would love to avoid the surgery if possible and talked to my doctor about options at my appointment.  We scheduled a C-Section for 39 weeks.  If I happen to go into labor before then, we will try to pursue the VBAC.  I am finally at peace with the decision, knowing that if God wants me to deliver VBAC He will allow everything to fall into place before the surgery date.  I kept in mind the trauma with Brooke, and almost having to be taken to a C-Section. I want to do what is best for Beckham and I.  I know God is going to take care of us either way and I am trusting Him completely!
I have been SO indecisive this pregnancy.  About everything.  I second guess almost every decision I make, and that’s not like me!  After returning two sets of bedding, I finally decided on something that I just LOVE!  It’s very neutral, clean and simple.  I am currently working on a bedskirt out of the chevron fabric, and am almost done refinishing a dresser to use as a changing table.  I can’t wait to see the room come together in the next couple months!  Of course, I will post some pictures when It’s all done!

I’m so thankful for sweet girls that are so excited to meet their baby brother.  There are times where I get overwhelmed and wonder how we will get along with 4 kids.  Then I remember that God never gives us more than we can handle!  I can trust Him to take care of us just as He always has!
“You keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on you, because he trusts in you.”   -Isaiah 26:3

Meet Baby Beaux

Isn’t he so handsome?  We were so excited to meet our sweet nephew Beaux this last weekend, and I was so honored to take a few photos of him in the hospital.  I wanted to share a few of these special memories with you…
So tiny.  So new. So sweet.

A mother’s love.  So amazing.

A sweet and beautiful new family.

Sweet baby feet and fuzz.  It all goes by so quickly, you forget how little they were…

I enjoyed standing back and watching every moment….so much love and happiness.  
We are so proud of you Derek & Molly!  Congratulations!!!

Twins at Three

THREE years old.  I still can’t believe it!  I never got a chance to take their three year old photos, and these kind of came about as an accident.  I was trying to take a sister pic with Brooke in the middle, but she wasn’t in the picture taking mood.  I did get a few of the twins that I absolutely LOVE and wanted to share them with y’all!
Silly.  Only Lauren would pick her nose.  This photo session lasted about five minutes – and all I did was click away while they did their own thing. I love how silly, playful, sweet and fun these two are with each other.

Sweet memories – each their own little person, yet so much alike.  What a gift they have in each other as constant companions and friends!

"half-baked"

Well we made it to the HALFWAY mark!  Every time I feel our sweet baby kick, I smile.  Which is a great thing….the last couple weeks have been a little rocky around here for me physically.  I have also really struggled with worry, fear and discouragement.   God is good ALL the time, and I can definitely say that I have been worse.  I’m really trying to enjoy this last pregnancy, soak in all the happy times, and trust in God to take care of my family.  God has reminded me over and over again how blessed we are.  How He always takes care of His children, and that HIS plans are best.  Those little kicks are a constant reminder to me of how amazing He is. 
“You keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on you, because he trusts in you.” 
Isaiah 26:3
I have my “big” ultrasound in two weeks….I can’t wait to see our little guy in detail!  Of course I will update with pictures!!!
We are excited about preparing for our sweet little boy. Here is a little collage of a few of my favorite things….
My Girls // Summer is hard.  It’s hot, we are bored, and I can only do so much physically.  Sometimes I feel guilty that I can’t be “super mom” (or even normal mom) to them, but they know that I love them and that’s what matters!  I have watched them adapt, and learn to play together.  Brooke is the Mommy, Lauren is the Daddy and Lily is the Baby.  And it’s a HOOT.  Whenever the twins see me in pain or sick, they come and put their hand on my belly and tell me they love me.  It just doesn’t get any better than that.  
Ralph Lauren // I love when my girls wear their clothes, but I have always gazed longingly into the baby boy section at the store.  It’s just my favorite…there was a GREAT sale at the outlet in Texas and I just couldn’t resist this cute polo.
Target // I have some pretty sweet friends that are throwing me a little baby shower.  I feel so honored and blessed.  I know this is my FOURTH baby after all.  🙂  I registered for a few things at target, and received a great goodie bag with free products and coupons!!!
Boots //  Who knew the North Face made infant booties???  I just couldn’t resist…
Diapers // I decided to order some diapers from The Honest Company.  They are plant based, non toxic disposable diapers AND they come in the cutest patterns! I used a 40% off coupon on my first “bundle” and then cancelled my subscription after I received my first shipment.  I’m excited to try them out!
Baby Steals // I’m not sure if any of you sign up to receive alerts from Baby Steals or not, but I LOVE their deals!  They have deals on great products like Aden + Anais, Petunia Pickle Bottom and Ergo!

***name update – we are still debating – this baby will have a name, even if it’s after he arrives!***